Sunday, January 23, 2005
hey everyone..i changed my blog..
here's my new URL..
www.unashamedtruth.blogspot.com
Link me up k..
smoke gets in my eyes+
01:45
Monday, January 17, 2005
******
Sha got admitted to hospital..I know she won't be reading this but I think you're brave,given the circumstances you are in i would hv been a nervous wreck..so hold on..we'll all be there for You..You know that.And if you hv the slightest bit of doubt just want to let you know that all of us love You..k?
smoke gets in my eyes+
23:14
Sunday, January 16, 2005
:(
is it my fault? I feel like crying..
don't want to go school on Tues..haven't started studying also..
smoke gets in my eyes+
23:07
Saturday, January 15, 2005
yeah i know...HAPPY new year is gone..it's time to update my blog and to tell you how bad this yr has started off.Lots of things hv happened within these 2 weeks...firstly, it hasn't been a great yr for C9.Diana got into an accident..and Sha..i'm really worried for her.Hope nothing happens to her.I guess things hv been going downhill for us since we started poly ar..i mean, we dun get to see each other..we're stressed up most of the time..got some stupid projects to complete.Things just keep happening..like why? And these insecurities keep getting to me cause i seem to get along with ppl frm my course but i don't really hv close frens?Maybe i hv found some but it's different. Don't know ar..ask me what i look forward to..nth actually..not even hoidays cos it just mean you get a job or you slack at home and go to orchard more.well i'm sorry if i can't stop lamenting..just that i really want to go back to 2003.Even though it was O level and all at least i had great fun tt year..2004 just went by without me realising it.hahahaha..ironic isn't it? It should hv been a milestone cos i met so many new faces and studied in a new environment..but no i don't even feel it.I don't feel tt i've started a new term...i'm having mid-term test next week and i thought we barely started school? Before we know it we're in year 2 and i feel older than before and we get to do BMR.well WHOOPDEDOO....i can't wait.ok i think it isn't tt bad...but it's not peaches and cream for me now. I think the only good thing is tt this semester is slack..really relaxed i don't feel like i'm doing anything at all..and lastly before i post this i think i've been misunderstood.
smoke gets in my eyes+
11:34
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
back again...busy busy..hv to hand in photography assignment this friday...but got other things on my mind.
Somehow i just can't understand you..and you know..i'm tired..tired of trying.but i can't turn my back and walk away.
smoke gets in my eyes+
22:32
Thursday, December 30, 2004
hey guys..i'm back..
Yesterday I skipped school to send Sucan off..He'll be leaving for 8 yrs..to Inidiana..that's a long time..can't imagine if we finally get to see him when he comes back to Singpaore..we'll be like, 25 yrs old? The guys were saying..by that time some of us hv probably got married and hv kids...kind of true ar..scary man.hahaha..Anyway, Nadhar,Durrah,Adil,Jieling,Brandon and me sent him off ar..some ppl last minute cannot make it..wenqi sprained her ankle on the way to the airport..get well soon girl. It was great seeing the rest again esp the guys..it's been a long time..some of them i haven't seen since collecting o level results..After sending Sucan off, we headed to Tampines..didn't really do much..just slack ard(our fav hobby) at McDonalds..After that we went to Toy'R'us for awhile..hahaha..quite fun ar..mostly we just talked..try to catch up on each other's lives..ask abt their classmates..poly life and all.never do much..in the afternoon all of us went home..i think maybe tmr during countdown some of them can meet up,since they're all going esplanade or orchard.anyway,we'll all be meeting up soon..hopefully this time round more ppl will be able to make it..luisa's coming back on feb...so i think she wants a class outing.
Today went to chijmes with my class for photography class..it's really fun.Too bad i didn't hv a camera with me.But it was so interesting taking photos at different angles..hopefully next week we can go back..after tt i didn't go back to sch..went to the doctor's and got an MC..real sick..running nose..sore throat and freezing cold..arrgh..ok..guy..happy New Year..have a great 2005...it sure doesn't feels like a new year though.
smoke gets in my eyes+
22:40
Saturday, December 25, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
Although i didn't really feel the excitement this yr ar..maybe cause we have started school..worse timing to have man...Besides,last yr i celebrated Christmas with cloudies..so it was much more fun.
Anyway,things i did these few days..
Thursday had a Christmas party with my cell..Had quite abit of fun..cause almost everybody were there..the guys bought 10 chickens..in the end cannot finish..hahahhaa..hmm.Isaiah was saying Christmas's a time of reflection of wad you've done for the whole yr..i think this yr i matured spiritually and also in my thinking ar..it's been a yr of landmarks in my life..but I dunno if they're good or bad..for one, i started a new phrase of my life this yr..when i started poly.Still don't think it's a good thing..found a new clique in poly..got separated from my cloudies..but I'm gald in these few months we've been apart..when we met up it's still the same ppl, same feeling.Miss that so much..i'm thankful tt our friendships aren't superficial..those tt don't end once you've gone ur separate ways.Went thru quite abit too..life in poly isn't a bed of roses...back then when i just started it was practically like a bed of thorns.Anyway,yeah..tt's to 2004.
Yesterday,went to church for Made in Cornerstone..the youths were superb..but they didn't win eventually.they were the runners-up..it's alright..you all did a great job anyhow! They lost by a mere 16 votes only..wad a pity..after tt,went to orchard to meet Jensen to countdown..wanted to meet emelia also..but she was with her frens..so the 2 of us just avoided the crowd and went to starbucks. Everybody were spraying Confetti and foam at one another..but the crowd was really crazy ar..it was jam packed.It's then i wished i was out with cloudies..or the whole of BPC..den it'll be much more fun...cos when you're in a big grp you go crazy easier.hahaha..it's proven k.
today went out with Sulin to catch up..really nice to see her again..at least we feel comfortable with each other ar..had lunch tgt but went home soon after for dinner..and here I am typing this entry! it's 11.57 p.m..AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..it's gonna be over in 3 minutes!! and back to school on monday.ARRGH!
smoke gets in my eyes+
23:14